I kind of want to dye my hair red. Hmm.

My best friend moved out Friday. I’m glad she got her own place! Not because I didn’t enjoy her being here, I did - she’s hilarious and we’re best frans, I just know that she really wanted to have her own place. She’s wanted that for a while, now; so I’m super proud of her for not giving up on it. :3 I’m happy for her.

I spent the weekend with my boyfriend, again. I pretty much do that every weekend since now I have Friday and Saturday off and I work all week, so we hardly get to actually hang out during the week. All we do, usually, is play video games and watch stuff, but I love it so much. <3 I like to think I’m a bad ass girlfriend. Hahahaha. I still haven’t decided if I want to call in the Thursday or Sunday of the week of my birthday. And I will call in. I just realized that’s next week… fuck.

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I might be busy with full time work and full time school; I might never have any extra money - because I pay ALL of my own bills; and although I might still need help from time to time with my finances, I do pay a good majority of my bills myself (I may only need $100 or $200 per month extra) and I don’t completely and totally rely on someone else to support me.

It sucks that I had to lose my mom last year but if anything, I know (and would want her to know) that she did one hell of a job raising me to be able to handle my shit.

There’s no way I could be a stay at home, “full time mommy” like a lot of people my age seem to be doing. I need to contribute. I would never want all of the financial burden to be on my boyfriend, or whoever - I want to feel in control of how I am living, and I am.